I'm a little insecure, at times I wish I wasn't and sometimes I'm glad I am. What would I be if not for these insecurities, they push me to be confident to be myself, to see myself as beautiful even at the most horrific of times. I am glad for every scar I have, for every crack my heart bares, because they all tell a story, and they all tell me to be stronger. Everyday I live, every moment I survive, I am becoming the woman I want to be. I'm afraid of things that are irrational to be afraid of, love, for instance. It's not an emotion most would pair with fear, but I'm a little different. I fight and fight to be strong, strong for myself, and strong for other people but sometimes strength isn't enough. Sometimes it's hard not to be afraid and sometimes it's hard to look past your past and just look for the future, it's hard to trust in love when it's let you down before. It's hard not to think at times that I might be broken, sometimes it seems painfully inevitable that I am, but sometimes I think it's better to be broken, because the only way you can go is up. There is no limit to achieving inner perfection, because perfection doesn't exist. Therefore, you are only bettering yourself every day that you are trying to achieve, to do better, by yourself and other people. I am thankful for everyone that has helped me shape myself into the person I am today. I am proud of who I am.
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